Apologies

I had just been talking with my host parents. And a topic about my blog came up. While we were talking about it, I decided that this would be best to do. Not for me, but for the people that I have offended. I am doing it now because I feel that it is important to talk about it instead of waiting. I would like to explain myself to allow you guys to see where I am coming from. I don't want to harm anyone.

I am not being forced to say this either. I decided that it would be best. I am sorry. I have not had the intentions of hurting anyone or making them feel bad. I just want to say that I didn't want to hurt anyone when I wrote any of my posts. I also want to say that if you feel offended or want to talk about it feel free to contact me about it. We can go for a Fika and talk about it. Or we can talk on FaceBook. I don't want to give off a bad impression.

I can understand where it might seem like I am seeming either mean or trying to make someone feel bad. But this is not the case. I am not trying to focus on any certain person or group of people. I love being here in Sweden and even in Jönköping. I wouldn't change being here for the world. I love the people that I go to school with.

I might have changed classes. But it wasn't originally my choice. The class advisor from Sa3b said that it might be better for me to be in Sa3a because students from that class had been talking and doing things with me out of the classroom. She had only said this because during our class meeting times, I would sit alone for the whole 40 minutes. I didn't feel like I was apart of the class. I can understand that some of the people in the class may have been shy to talk to me. But they shouldn't have to. I am pretty open and always willing to talk. No one should ever feel shy to talk to me.

Now that I have changed classes, I don't want the original class to feel as if I don't like them. I do like them. I enjoy every time one of them talks to me. It makes me feel good inside. I feel like I have a purpose for actually being here. Instead of just feeling like I am alone and that no one wants anything to do with me. I would love if I could go to the movies, have Fikas, and even have people over from both of the classes. I think it would help me get more friends and also help me become more involved with the Swedish culture like I would love to do.

I hope that if I had offended anyone, that this would help clear up any misunderstandings. I am truly sorry if I have made anyone feel bad about themselves or feel as if I am not willing to try to be friends with anyone.